The trip to family is complete, in that I have arrived, 750 miles from K. It has been a good trip so far, enjoying my kids on the way and visiting with Mom and Stepdad. Hmmmm…..
Now it's time for bed. Waaaa….. I am missing K. I am so accustomed to nursing to sleep and awaking to nursing before my day starts. It appears that without it, sleep is not nearly so sweet. I miss those breasts. There is something about them, pressed to my face, sucking the nipples sweetly, her baby in her arms, that is so comforting and loving to my heart. It relaxes me and gives me love on the deepest of levels. I am going to have to do without them for a few days and THAT will not be easy.
I just got off the phone with K. We are both laying in our respective beds, getting ready to go to sleep. We talked of the day's busy-ness. We talked about nursing. We slightly mentioned my not being locked on this trip. She mentioned that she had not yet read my other two posts last night. I can believe that! If she had read the one where I talked of masturbating, she may have well had more to say about locking! She will laugh when she does read them though. She does keep up with my posts. I miss the locking. I do like it when I'm locked and she has that key to my pleasure. If you want to know more about all the trip unlocking provision, you will have to read the previous two posts.
I am doing a little investigative trial run tonight. I am wearing Kali! It is not locked on with a lock, but rather is "locked" on with a plastic tie-wrap. Oh yes, I do have K's lock with me, ready to be used when permissible. That is not tonight though. If I were to snap the lock shut, it will be there until I get back to K…750 miles away! Nope! Not happening tonight! I especially do not want Kali locked on, unremovable, until Saturday. This is a trial, after all. I am going to see if it is possible to wear Kali all night and find what the results may be when morning wood occurs. If it is too troublesome for good sleep, off it will come and I will be able to rest well. I am not into sleep deprivation at all! If Kali works out okay, I may leave it on tomorrow and again tomorrow night. And, so the trial may continue. I have my doubts though. It may be a little interesting at the gym. I will be using the local gym while visiting family here. I have not had to be concerned with concealment of my worn devices in the past. The gym I will use does not afford quite as much privacy. I can manage though. It will actually be kind of fun to work that out to avoid discovery.
Ah, yes, another thing we talked of somewhat. K is continuing to work her breasts. I did my best to encourage her. We really do want the milk. However, if she doesn't have me to nurse, it is difficult for her to muster the motivation to work on the inducing by herself. If she only knew, if she were only convinced, how much I really do want her milk: I may actually want it more than she does.
And another thing: we talked of her purple friend. That my dear reader, would be her wonderful vibrator. I asked her if she had used it yet since we parted yesterday morning. She said no. I said that I imagine that it would be happening soon though. She replied with something that indicated that I was probably right, but wasn't sure when. Hmmmmm…. I KNOW I'm right! But good for her. I do believe that a woman should take good care of her pussy. Just because her favorite device for her orgasms is not accessible……750 miles away….. doesn't mean that she shouldn't take care of herself in SOME way (wink, wink). Oh, so what is her favorite device, you may ask? Well…..I wish I could say it is my dick (oops, excuse me, her dick ☺). But alas, it is not. Her favorite orgasm inducing device is my tongue. That is okay though. I get to participate. By the way, have I mentioned, I love to eat K's pussy? Uh huh, I sure do. It is one of my favorite pastimes. So she will be using the next best thing available; the purple friend.
She knows that I will be taking care of myself too, while on the trip. I sure am glad I have that privilege afforded me. I know I'll need it. Sooner or later, Kali will come off and fun will be had! But what about the lock I have with me? That is for later. I told K, that if she wanted to, she could order me to lock up the morning of departure back to her, maybe even the day before. Then, I will be needing that lock ready for use. It will be nice to be back under lock and key for her again. I do long for it when not absolutely locked for her, by her, at her bidding. It is a confusing paradox. I can imagine that I will be horny out of my gourd if I am locked for her on Friday, I have to sleep here, and I have to travel all the way home Saturday with Hairclip fastened securely to HER dick. I will be SO ready to eat her pussy!!! I had better end this blog now: I'm getting horny just thinking about it.
I am looking forward to Saturday, my trip back to K who is at this moment (you guessed it)…..750 miles away!
L&N
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
So here I am. On a trip with my two kids (adults). We are holed up in a hotel and will complete the journey to family Tuesday. Not quite sleepy enough yet, I'm doing a little writing to my blog. I am missing K….. a lot. I don't have her with me to cuddle with. No nursing for me for a few days. Hunh, no pussy eating or sex either.
We have teased each other since I left home this afternoon, texting. I have teased her that she can make do with her vibrator. Also, as manager of her dick, I will be sure to keep her dick in good practice!
Oh.
I haven't told that part yet.
I discussed with K that I felt that I need to be unlocked for the trip duration. She allowed for it. My two biggest reasons were that I sleep much better when not wearing a CD, and that since there was NO way to get to her, if I was overcome with horniness in her absence, I NEEDED to be able to relieve myself. She knows that I can get VERY distraught if I cannot get to her when I need to. I once kind of had a sort of emotional crash after having to do without her for 3 days in a row. NOTHING would do until I could be with her. She understands that. It's tough to explain, but maybe I will attempt it in a future post. So, the idea is that if I need relief, I need to be able to have it. When we got up this morning, she got ready for work. I made her coffee and built a nice fire in the fireplace. We enjoyed the morning and off to work she went. Before she walked out the door, I gave her the keysafe to unlock. This gave availability to the key that was inside; the key to Hairclip. She looked at me puzzled. I said that just maybe she might like me to be locked up before I left Mom's. With the keysafe opened, the key available, I could lock Hairclip on and then lock the key back into the keysafe. She smiled and gladly unlocked the keysafe for possible future use.
Now, as you may know, I have stated that this blog is a complete effort to TRUTHFULLY represent our lives in chastity and nursing. K has in essence indicated that it is okay for me to have a few days off from CD usage while on the trip. If you read the previous post, we had great loving the past two nights. Only one thing lacked; my orgasm last night. Soooooooo…… yep, you guessed it. Monday morning, I took matters into my own hand. Ahhh… that was the first masturbation since October 10th. Felt good. Real good. Honestly though, it does not compare to sex with K. It certainly does good when there are no other options though. (big smile)
So here I am. Unlocked for a few days. How much will I take advantage of it? How often will I masturbate? I was not a frequent masturbator before CD play anyway. Depending. What does each individual call frequent. It is relative, after all. Me, rarely ever would I do it three times in a day, and then only after I hadn't done it in several days. Other than those exceptions, I would estimate my tendencies to 5 times a week, on average, sometimes more, sometimes less. Will I masturbate on any more occasions on this trip? Most likely, yes. Gotta keep the juices flowing, right? Gotta keep the Dicky Doo in good shape. Use it or lose it, huh? He needs practice to maintain his ability to please on demand! That's my story and I'm sticking too it
Hmmmm….. Can't help but wonder when K will start insisting that I be locked back up. I do know that she is very considerate of my needs, and that she will not be overbearing in the matter.
Oh my…….
I LOVE THAT LADY!
We have teased each other since I left home this afternoon, texting. I have teased her that she can make do with her vibrator. Also, as manager of her dick, I will be sure to keep her dick in good practice!
Oh.
I haven't told that part yet.
I discussed with K that I felt that I need to be unlocked for the trip duration. She allowed for it. My two biggest reasons were that I sleep much better when not wearing a CD, and that since there was NO way to get to her, if I was overcome with horniness in her absence, I NEEDED to be able to relieve myself. She knows that I can get VERY distraught if I cannot get to her when I need to. I once kind of had a sort of emotional crash after having to do without her for 3 days in a row. NOTHING would do until I could be with her. She understands that. It's tough to explain, but maybe I will attempt it in a future post. So, the idea is that if I need relief, I need to be able to have it. When we got up this morning, she got ready for work. I made her coffee and built a nice fire in the fireplace. We enjoyed the morning and off to work she went. Before she walked out the door, I gave her the keysafe to unlock. This gave availability to the key that was inside; the key to Hairclip. She looked at me puzzled. I said that just maybe she might like me to be locked up before I left Mom's. With the keysafe opened, the key available, I could lock Hairclip on and then lock the key back into the keysafe. She smiled and gladly unlocked the keysafe for possible future use.
Now, as you may know, I have stated that this blog is a complete effort to TRUTHFULLY represent our lives in chastity and nursing. K has in essence indicated that it is okay for me to have a few days off from CD usage while on the trip. If you read the previous post, we had great loving the past two nights. Only one thing lacked; my orgasm last night. Soooooooo…… yep, you guessed it. Monday morning, I took matters into my own hand. Ahhh… that was the first masturbation since October 10th. Felt good. Real good. Honestly though, it does not compare to sex with K. It certainly does good when there are no other options though. (big smile)
So here I am. Unlocked for a few days. How much will I take advantage of it? How often will I masturbate? I was not a frequent masturbator before CD play anyway. Depending. What does each individual call frequent. It is relative, after all. Me, rarely ever would I do it three times in a day, and then only after I hadn't done it in several days. Other than those exceptions, I would estimate my tendencies to 5 times a week, on average, sometimes more, sometimes less. Will I masturbate on any more occasions on this trip? Most likely, yes. Gotta keep the juices flowing, right? Gotta keep the Dicky Doo in good shape. Use it or lose it, huh? He needs practice to maintain his ability to please on demand! That's my story and I'm sticking too it
Hmmmm….. Can't help but wonder when K will start insisting that I be locked back up. I do know that she is very considerate of my needs, and that she will not be overbearing in the matter.
Oh my…….
I LOVE THAT LADY!
Leaving On A Trip, Loving The Night Before
K and I are separated for a few days. She is working and could not get off. Her job demands are high this week. I have vacation! I grew up about 750 miles from where I now call home. I still have family there: mom and step-dad, two sisters, nieces and nephews. I don't get to visit them as often as I like. Usually I get to visit in the summer, but that didn't happen this year. So, it has been almost a year since I have seen them. This is what I consider my holiday trip. I will not be able to travel there at Christmas due to my own job constraints.
K and I spent the last two nights at my house in preparation for my trip. I have been locked according to our custom since the new PA5000 arrived. Last night, I took good care of K. She was horny, and so was I (duh). Hmmm... she deserved it, definitely. She had taken care of me the night before. You see, I have had a nasty cold and sinus infection for a few days: I've felt like crap. I think that K, knowing this kind of took it easy on me. She knew I needed rest badly. So, Saturday night, we had a little loving/nursing, then enjoyed sex, with me having an orgasm. She was content with having pleased me. Instead of asking me to give her an orgasm before I got to come, she opted to use the vibrator after sex. Out came the vibrator and she had hers. We cuddled up and while I nursed, we both fell to sleep. Sunday, I mentioned that it was her turn for an orgasm from me orally: she was due. Oral is her preferred path. She was excited about that. Now, I don't want that to sound like we take turns having orgasms. The norm is for us both to have one. Only occasionally, only one of us does.
Sunday night, she came over to my house after I had gotten home from work. My kids were due in any minute too. As she walked in, up they drove. We enjoyed the fireplace and all of each other's company. Then, K and I retired to the bedroom. Somewhere in all that, she referred to my taking care of her orally. I responded with a positive reinforcement that I wanted to please her well. So, off we went. In bed we cuddled and enjoyed foreplay. Nursing. Playing with my dick and balls. Excuse me, her playing with her dick and balls. One of the things we enjoy is that while we cuddle and I nurse, she is facing me. She lifts one leg for me to place her balls and dick between her knees. She then holds them there firmly, sometimes squeezing, sometimes squeezing hard! Depending on the exact placement of balls between knees, the squeezes will deliver varying amounts of pressure and pain to the balls. She rarely overdoes this, and then by accident (of course, sometimes it may be to do exploring of the pain threshold). She understands that it is possible to be TOO painful. However, she does enjoy administering SOME pain. I enjoy it too. I do have a little masochist in me. As she squeezes, it feels good. As she squeezes harder, the pain increases. As the pain increases, I get hornier, and I get more excited in my nursing. My breathing changes as pain increases. K seems to know exactly where that threshold of pain is to where she will not squeeze to much. This is all a hugely nice tease to me. K loves the excitement it builds in me. Perhaps, she may actually enjoy the giving of pain somewhat too. Yep, I do believe so. To me, that's a good thing.
With all the nursing and ball play, K gets really horny and wet. Soon she will be ready for my tongue. She pulled me on top of her. I wasn't sure where to go next. She pulled me to her, to enter her with her dick. In I go and stroke some. She then stops me and moves me to eat her pussy. AHHHH! Wonderful pussy eating! I love it. I ate her well. I evidently got it right. LOL. She came quickly and from all appearances, she had a GOOD one (she later commented that it was indeed a very good orgasm). Now it was my turn. She pulls me back to her to enter her. She plays with her dick to ensure readiness and in I go. I begin stroking in and out. This lasted a little while. As in this case, when I last long before coming, she will want to change positions. So to the position of her on hands and knees and me entering her pussy from behind (yeah I know, but K doesn't like to call it doggy style). I began working it in this position. Then it happened. Too many negative forces came into play. I was sick. I was overly fatigued. I was tired. K even noted that I felt like I had a fever. AND…..down I went! Mr. Dicky Doo fell from his perch, and I rolled over on my back gasping, tuckered out. K loved on me, climbed on top and tried to coax Mr. Wiggly back into action, but unfortunately, I had given all I had. Time to cuddle up and nurse to sleep. We both went to sleep happy.
K and I spent the last two nights at my house in preparation for my trip. I have been locked according to our custom since the new PA5000 arrived. Last night, I took good care of K. She was horny, and so was I (duh). Hmmm... she deserved it, definitely. She had taken care of me the night before. You see, I have had a nasty cold and sinus infection for a few days: I've felt like crap. I think that K, knowing this kind of took it easy on me. She knew I needed rest badly. So, Saturday night, we had a little loving/nursing, then enjoyed sex, with me having an orgasm. She was content with having pleased me. Instead of asking me to give her an orgasm before I got to come, she opted to use the vibrator after sex. Out came the vibrator and she had hers. We cuddled up and while I nursed, we both fell to sleep. Sunday, I mentioned that it was her turn for an orgasm from me orally: she was due. Oral is her preferred path. She was excited about that. Now, I don't want that to sound like we take turns having orgasms. The norm is for us both to have one. Only occasionally, only one of us does.
Sunday night, she came over to my house after I had gotten home from work. My kids were due in any minute too. As she walked in, up they drove. We enjoyed the fireplace and all of each other's company. Then, K and I retired to the bedroom. Somewhere in all that, she referred to my taking care of her orally. I responded with a positive reinforcement that I wanted to please her well. So, off we went. In bed we cuddled and enjoyed foreplay. Nursing. Playing with my dick and balls. Excuse me, her playing with her dick and balls. One of the things we enjoy is that while we cuddle and I nurse, she is facing me. She lifts one leg for me to place her balls and dick between her knees. She then holds them there firmly, sometimes squeezing, sometimes squeezing hard! Depending on the exact placement of balls between knees, the squeezes will deliver varying amounts of pressure and pain to the balls. She rarely overdoes this, and then by accident (of course, sometimes it may be to do exploring of the pain threshold). She understands that it is possible to be TOO painful. However, she does enjoy administering SOME pain. I enjoy it too. I do have a little masochist in me. As she squeezes, it feels good. As she squeezes harder, the pain increases. As the pain increases, I get hornier, and I get more excited in my nursing. My breathing changes as pain increases. K seems to know exactly where that threshold of pain is to where she will not squeeze to much. This is all a hugely nice tease to me. K loves the excitement it builds in me. Perhaps, she may actually enjoy the giving of pain somewhat too. Yep, I do believe so. To me, that's a good thing.
With all the nursing and ball play, K gets really horny and wet. Soon she will be ready for my tongue. She pulled me on top of her. I wasn't sure where to go next. She pulled me to her, to enter her with her dick. In I go and stroke some. She then stops me and moves me to eat her pussy. AHHHH! Wonderful pussy eating! I love it. I ate her well. I evidently got it right. LOL. She came quickly and from all appearances, she had a GOOD one (she later commented that it was indeed a very good orgasm). Now it was my turn. She pulls me back to her to enter her. She plays with her dick to ensure readiness and in I go. I begin stroking in and out. This lasted a little while. As in this case, when I last long before coming, she will want to change positions. So to the position of her on hands and knees and me entering her pussy from behind (yeah I know, but K doesn't like to call it doggy style). I began working it in this position. Then it happened. Too many negative forces came into play. I was sick. I was overly fatigued. I was tired. K even noted that I felt like I had a fever. AND…..down I went! Mr. Dicky Doo fell from his perch, and I rolled over on my back gasping, tuckered out. K loved on me, climbed on top and tried to coax Mr. Wiggly back into action, but unfortunately, I had given all I had. Time to cuddle up and nurse to sleep. We both went to sleep happy.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Bosoming
Being the nursing couple that we are, K and I look around for related blogs. One she found of interest was hismilkmaid.com. It is two married women who write of their experience in ANR with their husbands. Of particular note to me was their use of the word "bosoming ". I have given a little thought to the term.
My interpretation of bosoming Is much like nursing. These are my takes on the words and there differences. Bosoming to me, would be the enjoyment of the breasts by one's mate. This would include all manners of such, as in being held in the breasts, sucking the breasts, and so on, for as long as desired. However, it doesn't have any connotations of a baby suckling or of the loving and interaction on a level providing such exquisite care as can be seen between mother and child. This could possibly make it more palatable to those who aren't so understanding or open minded. After all, there are people that think that adult "nursing" is "wrong". So, to say "bosoming" would seem more "grown-up" or "adult-ish". I can see where that would be a desirable effect, especially if one is wanting to discuss it with others that are outside the realm of understanding. This could even be a useful term for those who consider the joys of nursing but are hesitant because of the infantile reference.
Nursing on the other hand is a little bit different. It is much like bosoming, in that it includes all that it is. To me though, it also includes some other important aspects. I consider nursing to be COMPLETELY what it implies, although from an adult perspective (hence ANR). It is an adult nursing at an adult's breasts. It is bosoming, with possibly the thought of having all the other enhancements. Enhancements? Uh huh. Nursing provides for all the loving, care, nurturing, connection, dependence, and the need to provide to that dependence, much like in the case of a baby/mother, yet on an adult level. Do not confuse the two. ANR and infant/mother nursing is obviously two different things. I only mention the infant case for a comparison, to explain the provisions and emotions involved in ANR. It is as strong an interaction between two adults as it is in the infant case. POWERFUL!
One other thing: nursing, to me, more so implies the receiving of milk. Yep. Just like a baby. Talk about a loving connection! K and I do not have that benefit yet, but it is one we both strongly desire. Can it happen? Can she start producing milk without pregnancy? There is a lot of information out there that says yes. We are trying to make it happen for us. If it does, it will be the icing on the cake of our ANR! I do realize that there are plenty of people for whom the thought of milk does nothing to pleasure them. For the rest of us, it does. To each their own, eh?
Now don't get me wrong. I am not making light of the term bosoming or those who use it regularly. I think it is an appropriate word to use. I will use it occasionally myself. For K and I though, we'll most likely use the word "nursing" between us. For me, it conveys the truth about what we enjoy.
I wish I had her to nurse me now at her breasts: I would partake of all those wonderful intimacies in her arms....
and, I would wish for milk!
Nursing it is!
As always, comments are most welcome.
My interpretation of bosoming Is much like nursing. These are my takes on the words and there differences. Bosoming to me, would be the enjoyment of the breasts by one's mate. This would include all manners of such, as in being held in the breasts, sucking the breasts, and so on, for as long as desired. However, it doesn't have any connotations of a baby suckling or of the loving and interaction on a level providing such exquisite care as can be seen between mother and child. This could possibly make it more palatable to those who aren't so understanding or open minded. After all, there are people that think that adult "nursing" is "wrong". So, to say "bosoming" would seem more "grown-up" or "adult-ish". I can see where that would be a desirable effect, especially if one is wanting to discuss it with others that are outside the realm of understanding. This could even be a useful term for those who consider the joys of nursing but are hesitant because of the infantile reference.
Nursing on the other hand is a little bit different. It is much like bosoming, in that it includes all that it is. To me though, it also includes some other important aspects. I consider nursing to be COMPLETELY what it implies, although from an adult perspective (hence ANR). It is an adult nursing at an adult's breasts. It is bosoming, with possibly the thought of having all the other enhancements. Enhancements? Uh huh. Nursing provides for all the loving, care, nurturing, connection, dependence, and the need to provide to that dependence, much like in the case of a baby/mother, yet on an adult level. Do not confuse the two. ANR and infant/mother nursing is obviously two different things. I only mention the infant case for a comparison, to explain the provisions and emotions involved in ANR. It is as strong an interaction between two adults as it is in the infant case. POWERFUL!
One other thing: nursing, to me, more so implies the receiving of milk. Yep. Just like a baby. Talk about a loving connection! K and I do not have that benefit yet, but it is one we both strongly desire. Can it happen? Can she start producing milk without pregnancy? There is a lot of information out there that says yes. We are trying to make it happen for us. If it does, it will be the icing on the cake of our ANR! I do realize that there are plenty of people for whom the thought of milk does nothing to pleasure them. For the rest of us, it does. To each their own, eh?
Now don't get me wrong. I am not making light of the term bosoming or those who use it regularly. I think it is an appropriate word to use. I will use it occasionally myself. For K and I though, we'll most likely use the word "nursing" between us. For me, it conveys the truth about what we enjoy.
I wish I had her to nurse me now at her breasts: I would partake of all those wonderful intimacies in her arms....
and, I would wish for milk!
Nursing it is!
As always, comments are most welcome.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Nursing Is Who We Are
This blog is obviously about two things, chastity and nursing. Neither is more important than the other to K and I. Both parts are important to us, and without either of them we feel like there is something missing. The chastity gives us a connection by my feeling the device choice of the day holding my dick and K having the knowledge that I am being held chaste for her, with the evidence of the key being on her keyring. Though it provides many benefits to us, one is simply the fun playfulness of control given to K.
Nursing is equally important. Without it, we feel too far apart. It has become one huge part of our relationship, defining us to each other. We more and more realize a need for each other. Nursing connects us when we are together. It gives closeness like none we have known before. There holding each other, me nursing at her breasts, we give and receive attention, love, and caring, on a level unknown otherwise. We love each other: we both know that our love for each other is powerfully strong. Often, we will lay there in bed and nurse to sleep. We set the alarm clocks a little early so that we can enjoy nursing as a wonderful start to the day. Starting the day with nursing sets the tone for us, and gives us anticipation for the two of us coming together at the end of that day. Other types of lovemaking may not happen in any given day, but the day ALWAYS includes nursing, if we see each other at all (rotating shifts prevent that sometimes).
It is just who we are. We realize it more every day, literally. It is a beautiful part of our relationship; one we do not want to be without. When we have not had our nursing, we are not ourselves. We miss it. We long for it. We look for the next opportunity, often creating one when there would not normally have been one.
Ahhhh.... Nursing! Gentle. Caring. Loving. Sharing. Completing. Being one with each other. Beautiful.
We are hooked!
Nursing is equally important. Without it, we feel too far apart. It has become one huge part of our relationship, defining us to each other. We more and more realize a need for each other. Nursing connects us when we are together. It gives closeness like none we have known before. There holding each other, me nursing at her breasts, we give and receive attention, love, and caring, on a level unknown otherwise. We love each other: we both know that our love for each other is powerfully strong. Often, we will lay there in bed and nurse to sleep. We set the alarm clocks a little early so that we can enjoy nursing as a wonderful start to the day. Starting the day with nursing sets the tone for us, and gives us anticipation for the two of us coming together at the end of that day. Other types of lovemaking may not happen in any given day, but the day ALWAYS includes nursing, if we see each other at all (rotating shifts prevent that sometimes).
It is just who we are. We realize it more every day, literally. It is a beautiful part of our relationship; one we do not want to be without. When we have not had our nursing, we are not ourselves. We miss it. We long for it. We look for the next opportunity, often creating one when there would not normally have been one.
Ahhhh.... Nursing! Gentle. Caring. Loving. Sharing. Completing. Being one with each other. Beautiful.
We are hooked!
Keyheld
I know that it is most likely that many finding this site will have gotten here from Keyheld. It is an excellent source for and organization of male chastity information and resources. Tom has done a wonderful job of putting this together. Those of you who are not familiar with Keyheld, it is certainly worth a visit. The website address is: http://keyheld.blogspot.com/
Thanks Tom for including me on your site.
Thanks Tom for including me on your site.
PA-5000 Replaced
As most of you know, the CD that I use most of the time is the PA-5000 from A. L. Enterprises. Well, as hear that some of their plastic products do, it came apart at the seams. Part of this was due to the metal lock getting a build-up and corrosion of its' internals. The lock became hard to turn, eventually causing the device to come apart. With a call to A.L.E., sending them mine, a new one arrived yesterday. Simple. I was without the device to use for about 15 days. K (and I) are happy to have a brand spankin' new one to lock me up with this morning.
Have I been unlocked for 15 days?
No.
Some of the time, yes.
K and I do not live together. I work rotating shift, so sometimes I do not even see K for 2 - 4 days. When this happens, I am normally locked in the PA-5000 because I can sleep in it. None of our other devices work for sleeping. So, when we knew K would not be available to unlock me for sleep, I simply did not wear any device. The rest of the time I would wear Kali or PK. ( Kali is our KTB and PK means Plastic Kali which is the Clubfem MCD.) K does not appear to be too fond of the CB3000 choice. I do think she prefers Kali or PK because of the tease and resulting consequences of getting erect! I like them for those reasons myself, although sometimes, I miss having the ring around my total package as is with the CB3000. Oh well, that isn't of real importance. So, for maybe 50% of the time, while Hairclip (PA-5000) was discombooberated, I have been locked up for K.
Did I take advantage of the freedom? No, actually I didn't. Yeah, I know, I'm surprised myself. I do like taking care of myself and normally would have done so. This time, it seemed that time did not allow for it, and when time did allow, I wasn't in the mood to. And then sometimes, I didn't masturbate when I was in the mood and had time, because I knew K and I would soon be together and I did not want to spoil the sexual energy I had for her. Yeah, you know how we are. Us in the 40+ crowd. We often don't have enough sex drive (as opposed to the teenage years) to want sex powerfully enough, that we go at it more that once within a few hours. This is especially true when us menfolk are tired. So with all those circumstantial regards, and wanting to be on my game for K, to please her sexually, and to meet both of our emotional needs, I did not do it. Yes, that's right. I did not get myself off one time! Dammit!
Oh well. K keeps me happy anyway. (big smile)
Have I been unlocked for 15 days?
No.
Some of the time, yes.
K and I do not live together. I work rotating shift, so sometimes I do not even see K for 2 - 4 days. When this happens, I am normally locked in the PA-5000 because I can sleep in it. None of our other devices work for sleeping. So, when we knew K would not be available to unlock me for sleep, I simply did not wear any device. The rest of the time I would wear Kali or PK. ( Kali is our KTB and PK means Plastic Kali which is the Clubfem MCD.) K does not appear to be too fond of the CB3000 choice. I do think she prefers Kali or PK because of the tease and resulting consequences of getting erect! I like them for those reasons myself, although sometimes, I miss having the ring around my total package as is with the CB3000. Oh well, that isn't of real importance. So, for maybe 50% of the time, while Hairclip (PA-5000) was discombooberated, I have been locked up for K.
Did I take advantage of the freedom? No, actually I didn't. Yeah, I know, I'm surprised myself. I do like taking care of myself and normally would have done so. This time, it seemed that time did not allow for it, and when time did allow, I wasn't in the mood to. And then sometimes, I didn't masturbate when I was in the mood and had time, because I knew K and I would soon be together and I did not want to spoil the sexual energy I had for her. Yeah, you know how we are. Us in the 40+ crowd. We often don't have enough sex drive (as opposed to the teenage years) to want sex powerfully enough, that we go at it more that once within a few hours. This is especially true when us menfolk are tired. So with all those circumstantial regards, and wanting to be on my game for K, to please her sexually, and to meet both of our emotional needs, I did not do it. Yes, that's right. I did not get myself off one time! Dammit!
Oh well. K keeps me happy anyway. (big smile)
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