Okay, here is another quick note. Sorry, but I don't have much time right now. I just got home from work and am about to go out to dance lessons (K and I have been taking ballroom dance lessons for several months).
Life is still very busy. Work is keeping me running a lot. Still, K and I spend every night together. Sometimes I nap first before I go to her house, or before she comes to mine. We then have fun; lots of fun. I am, as usual, locked all the time, unless I am with her. Then she decides when to unlock me. This is usually followed by some good lovemaking. GOOD LOVEMAKING!! A couple of nights ago, I think I had one of the best orgasms of my life. Last night was a good one too. I get to nurse during our lovemaking and again as we go to sleep. Then, when I get up in the morning for work, I usually nurse for a quick 5 - 10 minutes. Yeah, I know, it isn't much, but it sure is good (big smile). It is a nice way to start my day.
The end is in sight. Our busy time at work is coming to an end within the next week or so. We'll get a little breather and then back to a busy time again. It will be over some time after the first of the year. Until then, we get as much time for nursing and lovemaking as we can. MMMmmm.....good!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
A Kali Night
Last night was a good one. Wooo Hooo!
I came home from work tired. These long hours are getting tough. I decided that I would lay down and take a little nap before getting together with K for the night. When I got home, I stripped the bed and put on clean sheets, cleaned the kitchen, and got things ready for going to work today. Along the way, K and I did some texting, a frequent activity. We decided that she would come over at her convenience instead of my going to her house for the night. That is a relief for me since I am working the excessive hours that I am. I layed down for my nap before she came over.
I slept about 20 minutes and could not go back to sleep. I decided to take a shower and do a few more things around the house. I went back to bed, clean, in clean sheets, ready to try to sleep more before K arrived. I had no idea when she would actually appear. I had been laying there about ten minutes when in she came. She was already undressed! She came over and slid into bed with me. She took me and moved me to her breasts and I nursed there for a little while. AHHHHH,.... heaven. I'm clean, she's clean, the bed is clean and comfortable, and I am laying there nursing at her breasts: we are both happy. Then the real excitement began....especially for me.
I began to get an erection. Simple, huh? No. I was wearing Kali! (That is what we call our KTB) That was powerful enough as it was. The extra excitement was that a little earlier, I had taken a little bit of Viagra as a preparation for K's arrival. (Viagra is my friend, especially when extremely tired. I don't use it often. I use it more as a little insurance when I suspect I may not be able to perform as well as I would like too. This usually only occurs when extremely tired or stressed.) I don't use much of it per dose. I only take about 25mg at a time, divided from larger tablets.
Wow, what an experience!! I became hard very easily. I was excited to see K! I was excited because I had on Kali, and had been wearing her ever since that morning, when K had locked it on me before I left for work. I had felt Kali's weight and spikes all day long and it had a nice arousal effect. I had taken Viagra. I was nursing. K was feeling me up. K was.....enjoying the experience! She was having fun with teasing me, exciting me, knowing I had Kali on, and that getting too hard meant a painful response. With all the exciting stimulating circumstances, I could not help myself but to get hard. The most intense part of it was that I would sometimes nearly uncontrollably flex the muscles in my dick. This would result in intense pain. I would do my best to immediately stem the flexing before the full force of Kali bit in. Due to all this, and extreme effort on my part, I did not ever get completely hard, thankfully. K, realizing all the time what is going on (except the Viagra: I havent' mentioned to her yet that I had taken some), enjoyed the responses. I was in quite a bit of pain, wimpering often. Yet, she continued to tease me and increase the stimulation. I finally rolled away from her because of the increasing pain. I could not put my legs down, or even hardly move without it causing painful movement in my dick! She reached to tease me a little more and then relented. She unlocked me! Whew.
Then we made love. She immediately wanted me to give her oral. I went down on her and she was WET!!! I commented, asking if she had enjoyed the experience of the pain Kali can cause. She said yes, in a somewhat reserved way. Hmmm... are we discovering a new exciting facet of my dear K?
I don't want this to sound cliched. There is plenty of fictional stories about the orgasms of women and the experiences of men. Poo! This is all true, as is all I write here. But, yes, she came quickly. Very quickly! And it was wonderful. I thoroughly enjoyed with her, stimulating her while she enjoyed herself. When then moved into position to have sex. I entered her. She was "tight". Another verfication that she really had enjoyed the Kali experience. Now, it was my turn. And I came hard. I do have to say it was exquisite....over the top. Wow!
Before now, Kali has not been involved in our chastity play very much. I've got a feeling that Kali may participate more in our play time in the future.
After a little clean-up, we snuggled up for more nursing, and we drifted quickly to sleep.
AHHHH......
I came home from work tired. These long hours are getting tough. I decided that I would lay down and take a little nap before getting together with K for the night. When I got home, I stripped the bed and put on clean sheets, cleaned the kitchen, and got things ready for going to work today. Along the way, K and I did some texting, a frequent activity. We decided that she would come over at her convenience instead of my going to her house for the night. That is a relief for me since I am working the excessive hours that I am. I layed down for my nap before she came over.
I slept about 20 minutes and could not go back to sleep. I decided to take a shower and do a few more things around the house. I went back to bed, clean, in clean sheets, ready to try to sleep more before K arrived. I had no idea when she would actually appear. I had been laying there about ten minutes when in she came. She was already undressed! She came over and slid into bed with me. She took me and moved me to her breasts and I nursed there for a little while. AHHHHH,.... heaven. I'm clean, she's clean, the bed is clean and comfortable, and I am laying there nursing at her breasts: we are both happy. Then the real excitement began....especially for me.
I began to get an erection. Simple, huh? No. I was wearing Kali! (That is what we call our KTB) That was powerful enough as it was. The extra excitement was that a little earlier, I had taken a little bit of Viagra as a preparation for K's arrival. (Viagra is my friend, especially when extremely tired. I don't use it often. I use it more as a little insurance when I suspect I may not be able to perform as well as I would like too. This usually only occurs when extremely tired or stressed.) I don't use much of it per dose. I only take about 25mg at a time, divided from larger tablets.
Wow, what an experience!! I became hard very easily. I was excited to see K! I was excited because I had on Kali, and had been wearing her ever since that morning, when K had locked it on me before I left for work. I had felt Kali's weight and spikes all day long and it had a nice arousal effect. I had taken Viagra. I was nursing. K was feeling me up. K was.....enjoying the experience! She was having fun with teasing me, exciting me, knowing I had Kali on, and that getting too hard meant a painful response. With all the exciting stimulating circumstances, I could not help myself but to get hard. The most intense part of it was that I would sometimes nearly uncontrollably flex the muscles in my dick. This would result in intense pain. I would do my best to immediately stem the flexing before the full force of Kali bit in. Due to all this, and extreme effort on my part, I did not ever get completely hard, thankfully. K, realizing all the time what is going on (except the Viagra: I havent' mentioned to her yet that I had taken some), enjoyed the responses. I was in quite a bit of pain, wimpering often. Yet, she continued to tease me and increase the stimulation. I finally rolled away from her because of the increasing pain. I could not put my legs down, or even hardly move without it causing painful movement in my dick! She reached to tease me a little more and then relented. She unlocked me! Whew.
Then we made love. She immediately wanted me to give her oral. I went down on her and she was WET!!! I commented, asking if she had enjoyed the experience of the pain Kali can cause. She said yes, in a somewhat reserved way. Hmmm... are we discovering a new exciting facet of my dear K?
I don't want this to sound cliched. There is plenty of fictional stories about the orgasms of women and the experiences of men. Poo! This is all true, as is all I write here. But, yes, she came quickly. Very quickly! And it was wonderful. I thoroughly enjoyed with her, stimulating her while she enjoyed herself. When then moved into position to have sex. I entered her. She was "tight". Another verfication that she really had enjoyed the Kali experience. Now, it was my turn. And I came hard. I do have to say it was exquisite....over the top. Wow!
Before now, Kali has not been involved in our chastity play very much. I've got a feeling that Kali may participate more in our play time in the future.
After a little clean-up, we snuggled up for more nursing, and we drifted quickly to sleep.
AHHHH......
Saturday, October 16, 2010
My PA
I often see in different chastity forums the subject of piercings brought up. Why would anyone get a piercing for the sake of chastity play? Hmmmm....
I had played with chastity a little bit occasionally in the past. My only device was the CB3000. I didn't really have an interested keyholder. I for the most part locked myself up because I liked the feel of it and the thought that I couldn't access my dick until I removed the CB. This was fun at first. I would lock the key in a safe that had a timer on it, thereby enforcing a sense of chastity upon myself. I soon learned that the CB was easily defeated. Like so many others who use the device, I found that I could pull my dick out the back, do as I pleased, put my dick back in the device, and never unlock the lock. Of course, the CB was still fastened to my body because I had been sure to adjust the spacer configuration so as not to be able to remove it with out damaging the CB. Anyway, the CB was defeated because I could still manage masturbation.
My next project in the security quest, was to devise a way to not be able to "pull out". I created several posibilities, from strings tied around my dick and locked on too, to making anti-pull out devices much like the KSD. These were somewhat effective, but uncomfortable. The most comfortable was the string option. But.... it was too much hassle and I wanted to take security to the next level. To me, that only meant one thing!
At the same time, I was going through a difficult time. Divorce was in the works and the job was being tortuous. I simply wanted to do something. Something different. Something out of character.... for me, anyway. I had a wild and crazy attitude running through my veins at the time. With divorce pending, CB play wasn't as important, as far as participating with the soon to be ex but, I still wanted to have the security if I were to ever find the right lover that would also be interested in chastity play too. Amongst all that, it became clear that the one thing that I could do that met all this criteria was to get myself a PA piercing. I was convinced....almost.
I started doing a little research. I did definitely decide it was the PA that I wanted. It was supposed to be the quickest to heal, appeared to be the preferred for chastity, and some reported enhanced sexual sensations. I checked out the shops in my area and found the most reputable one. I called them several times, asking lots of questions and gather information. Finally I went to the shop and told the piercer I wanted a PA. I then asked more questions and found out about their sterilization procedures. It included sterile packaging and autoclave. Okay, I was good to go. We went to the piercing room. I pulled down my pants and layed down on his table. Why he was getting everything ready, he turned to me and said that he was now ready to start. The problem then surfaced!
I had been laying there thinking about getting the PA. One thought kept sounding in my head, "You want him to poke a hole through your WHAT??!??!?" I told him that I had second thoughts and decided not to get done right now. He said okay, and that he understood.
I left!
A week later, with perfect resolve, I went there again, layed on the table, and he punched a hole in my dick!
Did it hurt? Yes. Did it hurt badly? Uh.... Yep, pretty bad. My ass immediately came off the table about a foot and I repeatedly said "FUCK!" about 300 times while it was being pierced. That lasted all of about three seconds, honestly. The pain was gone. He then placed in 16 gage CBR and I was done. All in all, nothing to it. Surprisingly!
I have had it now for two years. I am glad I have it. It is fun to have. It does definitely give security. Also, for me, it does give some enhanced sexual sensations and a stronger orgasm. Would I do it again? You bet I would. Was the pain worth it? Yes, all three seconds of it. Really folks, it hurt, but it wasn't that bad. If you are wanting it, do it. It only takes seconds and you will have it as long as you want. And the really cool thing, you can remove it anytime and it will close up, almost undetectable.
Feel free to comment or ask questions.
I had played with chastity a little bit occasionally in the past. My only device was the CB3000. I didn't really have an interested keyholder. I for the most part locked myself up because I liked the feel of it and the thought that I couldn't access my dick until I removed the CB. This was fun at first. I would lock the key in a safe that had a timer on it, thereby enforcing a sense of chastity upon myself. I soon learned that the CB was easily defeated. Like so many others who use the device, I found that I could pull my dick out the back, do as I pleased, put my dick back in the device, and never unlock the lock. Of course, the CB was still fastened to my body because I had been sure to adjust the spacer configuration so as not to be able to remove it with out damaging the CB. Anyway, the CB was defeated because I could still manage masturbation.
My next project in the security quest, was to devise a way to not be able to "pull out". I created several posibilities, from strings tied around my dick and locked on too, to making anti-pull out devices much like the KSD. These were somewhat effective, but uncomfortable. The most comfortable was the string option. But.... it was too much hassle and I wanted to take security to the next level. To me, that only meant one thing!
At the same time, I was going through a difficult time. Divorce was in the works and the job was being tortuous. I simply wanted to do something. Something different. Something out of character.... for me, anyway. I had a wild and crazy attitude running through my veins at the time. With divorce pending, CB play wasn't as important, as far as participating with the soon to be ex but, I still wanted to have the security if I were to ever find the right lover that would also be interested in chastity play too. Amongst all that, it became clear that the one thing that I could do that met all this criteria was to get myself a PA piercing. I was convinced....almost.
I started doing a little research. I did definitely decide it was the PA that I wanted. It was supposed to be the quickest to heal, appeared to be the preferred for chastity, and some reported enhanced sexual sensations. I checked out the shops in my area and found the most reputable one. I called them several times, asking lots of questions and gather information. Finally I went to the shop and told the piercer I wanted a PA. I then asked more questions and found out about their sterilization procedures. It included sterile packaging and autoclave. Okay, I was good to go. We went to the piercing room. I pulled down my pants and layed down on his table. Why he was getting everything ready, he turned to me and said that he was now ready to start. The problem then surfaced!
I had been laying there thinking about getting the PA. One thought kept sounding in my head, "You want him to poke a hole through your WHAT??!??!?" I told him that I had second thoughts and decided not to get done right now. He said okay, and that he understood.
I left!
A week later, with perfect resolve, I went there again, layed on the table, and he punched a hole in my dick!
Did it hurt? Yes. Did it hurt badly? Uh.... Yep, pretty bad. My ass immediately came off the table about a foot and I repeatedly said "FUCK!" about 300 times while it was being pierced. That lasted all of about three seconds, honestly. The pain was gone. He then placed in 16 gage CBR and I was done. All in all, nothing to it. Surprisingly!
I have had it now for two years. I am glad I have it. It is fun to have. It does definitely give security. Also, for me, it does give some enhanced sexual sensations and a stronger orgasm. Would I do it again? You bet I would. Was the pain worth it? Yes, all three seconds of it. Really folks, it hurt, but it wasn't that bad. If you are wanting it, do it. It only takes seconds and you will have it as long as you want. And the really cool thing, you can remove it anytime and it will close up, almost undetectable.
Feel free to comment or ask questions.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
KTB Blurb
Tonight I am only writing a quick blurb about the past little while. The last time I wrote about what devices that we have, I listed three: PA5000, CB3000, and a KTB that I crafted myself. I have since aquired an MCD. From Club FEM. Those last 2 are quite interesting devices to be worn, being quite punishing if an erection even starts to occur. For the past week and a half, I have been in the hairclip, AKA, PA5000. Today was my 1 day off among several in a row that I have worked. Since being at work was not an issue, at my slight suggestion playfully, K Decided to lock me in the KTB. Interesting! I locked it on quickly for her. It was a very erotic affect. I can immediately started to get an erection. Quickly, the KTB made me very aware of its bite! I summoned all the mental energy I had to shut down the erection. She wanted it on me early this morning, and now it is 10 o'clock at night. I'm Now arriving at K's house and wondering how interesting in shall be tonight. I have promised her plenty of oral sex tonight. I am sure she will get it! Kali will come off eventually so that I can sleep good. It is our custom that I do not sleep in it. I am really looking forward to our love making tonight. (BIG smile)
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Work, And More Work
Ugh! Time has been so short. My employer is keeping me too busy. I'm spending 12 1/2 hours a day at work, with only two days off in the past twenty-four. With the hours I'm keeping there, and getting a little time with K, it hasn't left much time for blogging. I will say though that K and I are enjoying much nursing. We are maintaining the locking too. Being so busy, we haven't had much time to "play" with that part. I'll write more when I can. I apologize for the slow posting. There is much more I want to write about.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Why We Like Nursing
Why is it that some of us men enjoy nursing so much? And then there are others that don't seem to get much out of it. Well obviously, I cannot speak for all. As you know, I am a man, at least the last time I looked (this afternoon). Talking amongst some men that I know, there are some that love it, and some that can take it or leave it. There are usually two distinct camps. Don't get me wrong. Most men regardless, enjoy a woman's breasts. It's just that some of us regard them more highly than others. We all like the figure of a lady in our own way. To us breast men though, having adequate breast endowment is important. All the rest is nice about a lady's figure, but the breasts are very high on the "criteria" checklist when we are looking for the lady that meets our desires. Much of that is simply because of what we like to look at, being the visually motivated creatures that we are. Now, my understanding is not from scientific research at all: I wouldn't know how to even pursue that endeavor. However, us men do like to talk too! Those that seem to prefer breasts over other features of the female anatomy, seem also to like to do their share of suckling. I doubt there are many men that consider it nursing or suckling though. This is probably due to the idea that it would make them more of a "baby". Men! They don't like being thought of in any way that could be contrived to mean that they are less of a man or weak. BUT, regardless of what you want to call it, they like to nurse.
"Why?" is still a question. Hmm...
Maybe it is because deep down inside us, there is still a little boy that desires acceptance and love. Maybe it is because we like to feel like someone is taking care of us. Maybe it is because we like the closeness it creates. Maybe I could say "maybe" for a long time. I won't. I can however tell you about ONE man's perspective. It is all the above, in one way or another. I have had discussions with K about the little boy within. Yes, I am a man. I wrote one post that was dedicated to that thought. Still, there is deep within a man, a child that desires closeness, love, acceptance, and care. This matters most in the relationship of his lover. The big strong man still has the child, in my opinion.
The man who does not recognize this inner child, is missing the ability to know himself. I suspect that same man does not know very well how to connect with his lover, and his relationship may be more superficial, or maybe I should say that it may not be as deep as it could be.
K and I enjoy the deepest of relationships. Beautiful. She understands the inner boy, as I do the inner girl. Nursing addresses all the desires of my heart. I feel loved, accepted, cared for, and desired. She nurtures me there at her breasts. She loves me there. She knows it. She can comfort me with her breasts, even with simply holding me there close against them, or between them. And with nursing, she ministers to my heart. It is such a connection that really cannot be described. It is amazing what it does for both of us. It is so powerful, that it can relax us both after a stressful day and have us falling asleep within minutes. It is a form of pure peace!
I know I have said this before, a few times. I must say it again. I love this lady. Nursing is a HUGE part of that. ( And I smile)
Please feel free to share your ideas and comments. Oh, and thanks for reading.
"Why?" is still a question. Hmm...
Maybe it is because deep down inside us, there is still a little boy that desires acceptance and love. Maybe it is because we like to feel like someone is taking care of us. Maybe it is because we like the closeness it creates. Maybe I could say "maybe" for a long time. I won't. I can however tell you about ONE man's perspective. It is all the above, in one way or another. I have had discussions with K about the little boy within. Yes, I am a man. I wrote one post that was dedicated to that thought. Still, there is deep within a man, a child that desires closeness, love, acceptance, and care. This matters most in the relationship of his lover. The big strong man still has the child, in my opinion.
The man who does not recognize this inner child, is missing the ability to know himself. I suspect that same man does not know very well how to connect with his lover, and his relationship may be more superficial, or maybe I should say that it may not be as deep as it could be.
K and I enjoy the deepest of relationships. Beautiful. She understands the inner boy, as I do the inner girl. Nursing addresses all the desires of my heart. I feel loved, accepted, cared for, and desired. She nurtures me there at her breasts. She loves me there. She knows it. She can comfort me with her breasts, even with simply holding me there close against them, or between them. And with nursing, she ministers to my heart. It is such a connection that really cannot be described. It is amazing what it does for both of us. It is so powerful, that it can relax us both after a stressful day and have us falling asleep within minutes. It is a form of pure peace!
I know I have said this before, a few times. I must say it again. I love this lady. Nursing is a HUGE part of that. ( And I smile)
Please feel free to share your ideas and comments. Oh, and thanks for reading.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
I Simply, Purely, Love K
The title says it all.
I love K completely. I am so glad she likes the chastity play, that she has come to enjoy it herself. It is a wonderful thing for us, and I do believe it enhances our relationship, enriching our love. Another part of this post is simply that I love the nursing relationship we have. It warms my heart every time she nurses me. It connects me to her. No, I don't get milk, but it would be great if I did. I would like that! Regardless, with no milk, we still classify this as an ANR (adult nursing relationship). I nurse. At her breasts. Often. Often as possible. For as long as possible. And our love grows immensely.
I do, really, purely, simply, love K. Chastity play and nursing are a huge part of that. (big smile on my face)
I love K completely. I am so glad she likes the chastity play, that she has come to enjoy it herself. It is a wonderful thing for us, and I do believe it enhances our relationship, enriching our love. Another part of this post is simply that I love the nursing relationship we have. It warms my heart every time she nurses me. It connects me to her. No, I don't get milk, but it would be great if I did. I would like that! Regardless, with no milk, we still classify this as an ANR (adult nursing relationship). I nurse. At her breasts. Often. Often as possible. For as long as possible. And our love grows immensely.
I do, really, purely, simply, love K. Chastity play and nursing are a huge part of that. (big smile on my face)
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